bizarreness ...

Feelings of different strength and coming from completely different places of my heart are taking over me... I feel like I am alive but just looking at this world from different dimension where You don't need to breathe or feel just exist... I feel so detached from everything and everyone... and I am not saying that it is a bad feeling... just different... I feel awkward not knowing my place in this world... this time...
Maybe its just my time of rest and relaxing before I will start work and regular life. The unknown of so many important parts of my life leaves me numb and cold... I'm irritated by people around me and then irritated by them not being next to me... bizarreness of my life is a fruit of not being close to the Creator, to the maker of me...
... rescue me from my own thoughts ...


... I need a light... The light...

I need YOU, my Creator... and I love that without You I'm an empty shell and nothing more...


Feel me again Holy Spirit...