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1. My sweet family. Every single person is so dear and special to me. my parents, both brothers, their wives, their kids...

2. New job that is stretching me and is SO MUCH FUN, each day new things, no challenges and all

3. New friends God is putting in my life, at work mostly, it's nice to have dear people that want to be a sunshine in your day:)

4. For financial provision. I still can't believe how fast i got so well paid job. I am able to afford a apartment downtown (looking for one). I hope that after 3month probation they will want to keep me.

5. For an amazing view from my office. IT is so relaxing and nice to be able to look out of the window and enjoy the view... it's something very important and special to me:)

6. FOR COFFEE.... I finally got everything set and ready so I can use my espresso machine, and just taste and smell of coffee makes me happy... so soothing and warm:)

7. For POLISH FOOD... I miss American cousine , ofcourse, but there is nothing better then my mom's KRUPNIK, or any other soup she makes, the fruits and veggies that taste the way they should... Pierogies, Nalesniki... GOFRY!! OH... GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME:)

8. For possibility to go to the doctor and check my allergies... I have been waiting for this moment for over 5years.. I hope to start getting rid of them completely soon... can't wait to live normal life;)

9. For having loving people all around the world that I get to miss... and the sweetness of reunion, even if it is over the phone... I am so thankful for so many pleasent memories that i can treasure with all of you:)

10. FOR the LOVE - JESUS , GOD:) for all He has done on the cross, and that even when we are very troubled, mad at HIm and life and all that when we call He comes with help...

OK, I thought I lost this entry, becuase after typing it up on Friday it got lost, so out of frustration I decided to not rewrite it on the same day. But today I logged on and here it is, Thank you lord for autoSave;)

So... just to add.. I had a trying weekend:) I spend most of it with my brother, sister-in-law and their 3 loud girls... I got a cold from them and now I'm sitting at work, on a grey day sneezing and blowing my nose but, I'm still happier then last week.

I think I am gaining some strength back, and some control over my emotions and anger... It is so easy to blame it on my situation, but I should not to that. I should be happy no matter what...

SO I will be trying to keep my posts as well as everyday life more Upbeat!!:)