the promise

'Blessed is she who believed that there would be a fulfillment of what was spoken to her from the Lord' - This is a verse where Luke is talking about Mary and her pregnancy. NO I am not pregnant but... this verse spoke to me in a special way.
I feel that God put a promise in my heart, or maybe a challange to follow Him and His way for my life. The plan He had showed me is not of easy life, but full of fight, little wars - mostly with myself- and it will be a way from which most of people will try to LOGICALLY and WISELLY turn me away from. I have many concerns about what is laid out in front of me. Especially when it is not happening at ONCE but it will take some time and patience from my person. I already had thoughts to turn away from it but after reading this verse, sorry, but even if you are my beloved friend, whom i cheerish , i will not listen to you! well maybe I will listen but God will be the one whose command and advice I will choose over yours.

I am kind of excited about this new chapter that will happen in some time soon. it will probably mean that I will not be able to have things and become a person, have a role I wanted to have on this planet, but oh well...

Freshness which does not overshadow the present is so peacful. I still am able to enjoy and try to live to the fullest the life i have right now, and that's a blessing.

Well that's all for now... Sorry I haven;t write in a while, I burned 2 laptops so no int at home and blogger is blocked at work:(